Life is …
Hi guyz…
it’s almost 3 weeks to go now, but it seems like I’m pregnant forever *tats what written in the pregnancy website…hehehe…*
Talking about life, everything is about choice. How we choose to live our life.
When we wake up in the morning, we choose what cloth we wanna to wear, we choose what kind of food we like to eat and so on.
I’ve taken earlier maternity leave, that’s my choice and I have a reason for that! 
I dun have to tell everyone why I took it, but I know for sure that the reason is the best for me.
People always say this and that whenever it’s not suit for them….but it’s good for me, so what???
For example, this maternity leave. In my first pregnancy which end sadly by miscarriage 
they blamed me that I’m too tired or couldnt take care of myself carefully and so on.
Who want to be in this situation?
It took me couple months before I can cure the sadness inside, even now I’m still teary eyes when remember this. People just see what’s from their perspective and their sight without knowing what’s really happened.
And now, I’m being blessed with another baby inside my womb. I really took care of it till now and decided to leave my job earlier. Once again, so many people complain why I took the leave now and not waiting till the baby’s due date?
O my gosh, I think it’s hard (or impossible???) to pleased everyone…
Once again, whatever is good for you maybe it’s not good for me and vice versa.
I knew few of my friends who desperately trying to have a baby till now, decided to quit their job.
Then I thought, what will be people say about them?
In this time, it’s quit weird for them if the woman stay at home.
It will be looks good (or common?) if woman is working.
But I know for sure once again, they have a REASON for that. As long as they are happy, why not?
Back in the old time, I was hoping that I can be a stay home mom. Now, Im still have that feeling.
I want to watch my kids grow, the time that cant be rewind back. It will pass along very quickly and
then without you realize, they all grown up.
I’ve heard myself on their conversation, about their thought so bad about stay home mom.
They are very proud of being working. And most of them are woman too!
I’m not saying that working mom is bad as I have my own mom working all the time and I’m very very proud of her. But what I tried to say is, whatever decision that the woman (or me) choose, it’s the best for them. We dun have to judge them badly.
Life is about choice.
Later when I decided to be a full time mom or working mom, I’m pretty sure that some people will comment about it.
So…why I’ve to listen to them? It’s only wasting my time 
you go, girl!!!
we live our own life.
gua pernah mengalami itu beberapa kali… until now.
kadang cape juga sih, tp yg penting kita bahagia. itu yg paling utama, ok?
jangan sampe stress yah… kasian si baby…
Comment by mamana felice — June 13, 2007 @ 1:59 pm